Confession of a Stupid boy

A stupid boy woke up 6.30 in the morning, just to cope with the time difference for THAT silly girl. For His silly girl. Well, its complicated. She is not he's anymore but well, he cares. He is trying to make a difference in their relationship. 11 hours time difference. He woke up that early and what did he get? He found out that the girl is going for a bar crawl, so he wanted to start a topic in that. All he got back in return is just 'what's wrong wit u? u sounded worse than my mom!'.

The stupid boy really dont mind if she's going for a bar crawl. As it is a new place for her. She needs to go out and get to know people and get use to the life there in the bloody prisoner's country(no offense). All the silly girl thought of is that the stupid boy doesnt like her going to a bar crawl, this and that. Little did the silly girl knows that she is really being silly. He has been a University student as well and he still is. Even though he is in a totally different continent, but the people practice more or less the same things. Bar crawl is fun, and stupid boy was just worried that it will be expensive for the silly girl. Everyday and everything is expensive for the silly girl, the stupid boy cared. So he sounded his worries. He was then condemned. Maybe its because he forgot to pray before he sleep last night? =/

He doesnt mind doing all the job like he always did, to make a difference from an 8 hour difference last time until the current 11 hour. In this relationship, he has been apart from her more than he has been there for her. He feels so helpless and useless but life goes on? He cant give up his future just yet? He is doing whatever he can to make it up to her. Since the very beginning, he lived the 8 hours time difference as if he was back home whenever he doesnt have class the next day. Now that she's 11hours behind, he is still trying but the effort doesnt seem to work.

Unfortunately, i am the stupid boy. Work starts at 11am and its already 7.08 am. Stuck in between. Back to sleep? or wash up straight and have breakfast? Better wash up now. Cant afford to wake up late the first day of work.

p/s: open up your eyes and mind. Please. I cant always be okay with everything. U need motivation and signs to show u that i still love u dearly, i need it too. So please, dont keep me waiting for too long. i'd die. I have a plan too. =)